jesse, ... all i can say is thank you. i have no idea how you pulled it off, but you are totally amazing and awesome!!!!

ok god, whatever happens now, its in your hands.

god, i ask for your strength today. i ask for courage. courage to do what i see needs to be done. i cant ask her to help me in the way that i need. so i ask for the courage to face her rejection. i ask for the courage to pull my own trigger if i must. i cant live like i have any longer. today i can only pray for a miracle.

hope

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!! :D :D :D

keep swinging

sometimes, maybe just sometimes, we have to get back up. we have to take the hits. we have to just keep fighting. maybe the prize really is at the end.

memories

lonely..... god i just dont want to be lonely this summer.

god, im lonely. will you please send me someone to give me a reason not to shoot myself?