crazy

ok, this world is crazy. i can only ask that you guide me. will you please help? thank you.

lol.

well, i dont know what sill happen in 15 years, but i guess ill have to trust you.

*sigh*

k, thank you for sending me such a good friend. she is truly amazing. but god im afraid. im afraid to lose her and im afraid to tell her. i really think i could love her, but there are some things that i just dont care for. what do i do?

storms

let the storms come. let them wash me away. let them take me to where you would have me be. let the rain and the wind come. let me be afraid of the lightning and thunder. let me run to your arms. let the world pass away in the midst of the raging storm. my trust is in you my god.

in tears

well, here i am again. in tears. wishing i could be dead. why do i have to be so alone god? what purpose is there to this? why?

tears

oh tears so lonely, fall.
oh tears for others, will you always be lonely?

oh tears so lonely, fall.
tears for darkness, will you always call to them?

oh tears so lonely, fall.
tears of pain, will you always be ignored?

oh tears so lonely, fall.
fall, to the earth and be no more.

9 June 2011

thank you for my friends jesse.  thank you for giving me everything that ive needed. halleluja