ugh, so lonely. maddie and jc came to sit with me during lunch and im still lonely. im just not interested in anything today. if anything, im really just tired of the bullshit in my world. i just want a companion that i can talk to and who will understand me. someone i can be interested in as well. someone i want to look at. im so tired of getting the dregs of everything. im seriously thinking that itd just be better to go live alone. at least then i wouldnt be constantly reminded of my social inadequacies and constant state of invisibility. what a stupid moronic thing this life is. i cant wait for it to be fucking over.
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