oh my god, your people hurt so much. i know that you have made this world for us in love, but i cant fathom how so much pain has entered this place. it breaks my heart god. i also dont understand why i didnt die in iraq. why do the men and women of my country die protecting me when they have families and loved ones back home and yet here i am single andwith no dependants still alive and wondering what the hell to do next. i just dont get it.
god, it just brings me to tears when i look around. i dont know how much more of this my spirit can take. i beg of you, please, be my strength till my job here is done. even when i dont have the strength to cry out for help.