jesse, you are amazing!!! this was such a good week!! i love you sooo much!! i cant wait to see the best blessing you have given me again!! :D thank you for everything you do!!!

how warm is your light, jesse. how sweet and peacefull to sleep and rest in your love. how joyous it is to recieve your blessing and redemption of my life. how i want to sing and dance for you my god! how i long to praise you!! how glorious to be free of my enemy!! how wonderfull to be free!! oh sweet jesse, what a perfect miracle you have provided! i praise you and thank you soo very much. ^u^

jesse, ... all i can say is thank you. i have no idea how you pulled it off, but you are totally amazing and awesome!!!!

ok god, whatever happens now, its in your hands.

god, i ask for your strength today. i ask for courage. courage to do what i see needs to be done. i cant ask her to help me in the way that i need. so i ask for the courage to face her rejection. i ask for the courage to pull my own trigger if i must. i cant live like i have any longer. today i can only pray for a miracle.

hope

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!! :D :D :D

keep swinging

sometimes, maybe just sometimes, we have to get back up. we have to take the hits. we have to just keep fighting. maybe the prize really is at the end.