Thursday, May 26, 2011

26 May 2011

jesse, i no longer know if you hear me, but i just wanted to tell you that im lonely. ive lost faith in trying to find anyone. i still get online, but i really dont believe that ill ever find anyone. i hope you enjoy my tears, because until i run out, thats all i have left.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

18 May 2011

thank you for providing such a wonderful family for me. i really dont know what id do without them.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

11 May 2011

thank you for holding me this school year jesse. ive often needed it. thank you for your promise to me. thank you for being there for me. i love you and am happy that you will lead me.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

4 May 2011 (2)

so tired. thanks for at least giving me strength.

4 May 2011

thank you jesse. thank you for sending someone my way that i can actually talk to and who may actually be somewhere in the ballpark for me. i love you.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

3 May 2011

thank you for my mom, jesse. she is so gracious to me. thank you for giving her love and providing for her. please continue to keep her in your arms. thank you so much. i love you.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

1 May 2011

"its a cold and broken hallelujah. hallelujah. hallelujah. halleluja." oh god, please listen the hallelujah of my heart. i love you. i still dont want to be alone.